Different from the vulgar

"Abandon learnedness, and you have no vexation. The "yes" compared with the "yea," how little do they differ! But the good compared with the bad, how much do they differ! What the people dread cannot be dreadless! How great is their desolation. Alas! it has not yet reached its limit. The multitude of men are happy, so happy, as though celebrating a great feast. They are as though in springtime ascending a tower. I alone remain quiet, alas! like one that has not yet received an encouraging omen. I am like unto a babe that does not yet smile. Forlorn am I, O, so forlorn ! It appears that I have no place whither I may return home. The multitude of men all have plenty and I alone appear empty. Alas ! I am a man whose heart is foolish. Ignorant am I, O, so ignorant ! Common people are bright, so bright, I alone am dull. Common people are smart, so smart, I alone am confused, so confused. Desolate am I, alas ! like the sea. Adrift, alas ! like one who has no place where to stay. The multitude of men all possess usefulness. I alone am awkward and a rustic too. I alone differ from others, but I prize seeking sustenance from our mother."