"<p>I have experienced that there is order at the bottom of human life. And since human life is the most complex manifestation of Creation, there is likely order elsewhere, in the more primitive and simple world of existence, like rocks, raccoons, reptiles, and planetary stars. There is order in everything, things come to us even if we do not lift a finger, and there is order in the fact that we occasionally lift a finger or our soul to make things come to us, to make us come to certain situations, people, thoughts, with which we are personally, inevitably involved. There is order in all this, I believe.</p> <p>But I also believe that there is an intention behind this order that I do not know. Call it what you will. I call it Providence. This intention cares for me personally, punishes me, guides me, arranges my affairs, pushes me into the abyss, controls me at every moment, builds the world around me builds me in the world, and uses me. He who does not perceive this in time is blind and deaf. Behind everything is Providence: this too I believe.</p>"